Submission 162

Dear Imran

The day we lost you I remember letting you sleep in!! That's what I thought until I realised what had happened. I miss you so much my heart aches for you. I remember smelling your clothes as I wanted to keep the smell of you with me forever.

I was angry with you at first as we had a conversation that night, I remember telling you how much I loved you and that everything would be ok now when I look back it was me telling you and you not saying anything back.

The dreams after your passing were the worst I was always trying to get to you and you were always out of my reach. The pain of losing you my beautiful son has become a part of me that lives within in my heart.
I will never get over losing you but as time goes by I learn to live with the pain.

I look forward to the day we meet again when I can kiss my beautiful kind boy again.
Mum x