Submission 99

To my dear brother

There is not a single hour that passes where I don’t think of you. The pain you were in and our desperation to “fix it” you had suffered for so long I struggle to even contemplate how that must of felt. I would have done a million things different and if only I knew what I know now I would of not been scared to ask more questions . We never ever saw this coming and when it did the life we knew changed forever . You were incredible in every way and I told you so all the time. You were loved beyond words and though you knew that, even love couldn’t save you . I would do anything for a chat and a hug my goodness your hugs were the best . I miss you more than words could ever say . I am so so proud to be your sister xxxx