Submission 100

Dear Brian,

It will be one year since you went home to Heaven on that beautiful October day, a day you were done fighting your hardest battle, your mental health. One year. A year where I lost track of time and it all was so slow & I felt frozen and numb, and a year when it all was too fast and I couldn’t make sense of it all. A year spent with you differently. I got to know you this year through what you left behind and I have your story which I will use to help others. I know that it’s not a forever goodbye, it’s an I’ll see you again someday, but that doesn’t make me miss you less. Love is evermore beautiful because of you. My life is enriched because of yours intersecting with mine. My soul is lonely for you. My heart is broken over your pain. Sweetie, tomorrow needed you in it, but you couldn’t face tomorrow anymore. I will pursue your heart for the rest of my life and use your story to help others find hope.

I love you forever,

Love, Your Bride Kimberly