Submission 04

To our precious Benji,

Miss you with every breath that I take and will until my last. It breaks my heart that you aren’t here and won’t have your ‘happy ending’ that you so deserved.

Some days seem impossible to bear without you and yet I must, for Ell, Lill and Ria. I listen to your voice on videos, and see your smiling face looking back but I know that you hurt so much.

Thank you for making me a mom and for fighting so hard to stay, for as long as you did. We miss you so much; there are 3 baby boys with your name now and it’s a testament to the absolute top guy that you were and stories will be forever told about you.

You should be here.

We’ll carry your heart and remember your voice.

Love you

Boo nigh day

Mom x