Submission 120

Dear Steph,

It’s been a while since we lost you.

Your birthday is coming up, we will celebrate in style for you I promise.

Sometimes I understand why you did it, but other days I’m fuming . That you couldn’t have waited 2 weeks, till I was back, so that I could’ve seen you one last time and given you the worlds biggest hug before you went.

But I know you were desperate to see your mum again, and in a lot of pain.

As time passes, you feel further and further away. Something happens and I realise you will never know about it, that’s the hardest thing. Im so scared to lose my memories of you.

I wish I believed in heaven, so I could picture you living it up with the angels, but in my heart I know that you’re nowhere.

And now I’m stuck watching bake-off alone.

- happy 22nd my sunshine x I miss you every day