Submission 133

My brother

How I wish this was another of your jokes, I don't think I'd even mind if it was. But here we are, 8 months on, and the many people I think may be you, have always turned round & never been you. I've come to the realisation I live in a bubble I've created by accident - maybe my heart knows I'd never cope with the full truth. We got through so much together, we could have gotten through this. I'm so sorry you felt things were no longer worth it. Let me tell you, you are worth way more than I could ever put into words. My little brother who looked out for me, my protector.

I miss your face, your laugh, your voice, I miss worrying about you. E points to the brightest star and tells anyone who will listen that it's you. It's a long time for a child of her age, but she has not forgotten the impact you made on her life!! I love you, and you better have saved up the best hug for me when we meet again, my goodness I will need it!! Forever proud of you xo