Submission 145

Dear Andrew

There isn't a day that goes by when I do not think of you.

I try and think about the good times and how we laughed, the mischief we made, but I am sorry to say that I am still consumed with anger. You have changed mine, my mum and dad's and my husband's lives for ever in so many different and diverse ways. When people ask me if I have a brother or sister, it is still painful when I say, "I used to....." I also struggle with the fact that you were 10 years older than me and now I am older than you will ever be, how does that work?

I still love you so much and I miss you everyday, I wish I could just have one last phone call or moment with you and I hope that you realise how much you meant to me.

Lots of love as always, your little sister, Sara xxx