Submission 144

To My Darling Boy

Your death has no explanation, all I know for sure is that I will never see your beautiful blue eyes, feel your huge hugs or hear your voice again. It hurts like nothing I have ever felt before and nothing will ever floor me like this has. Not knowing if you meant to die leaves me in a grey area... did you mean to? what does that mean to me? I am now torn between two worlds, here with your Sister and there with you, wherever you are. They are so lucky to have you and until we meet again you remain in my heart.