Submission 203

To my beautiful son

The day you decided you couldn't live anymore with the pain and thoughts in your head, was the day part of me died too. I will forever ask why and although I'm told that it wasn't my fault, I blame myself for what you did. As your mum I should have been able to help and support you but there is only you who knows why you didn't reach out. You knew you were so loved and your absence in all our lives is unbearable. I will love you with every ounce of my being until we at last are together again. Adam forever 28