Submission 188

Dear Chris

Chris,

Can’t tell you how much I miss you and miss your love and hugs.
You did suffer from a little boy after being assaulted by that boy causing huge problems for you. The OCD took over.
I wish I could’ve done more to help and relieve you. I miss your bear hugs and your visits with Winnie. Don’t know how the covid lockdown would’ve been for you. I hope you would’ve come home. I dream of you a lot and imagine you looking down with dogs and other animals around you. Can’t think of never seeing you again. Think of you every single day. Sometimes see you in a crowd but it’s never you. Think of you happy with no pain and smiling and that laugh and not alone. Nick misses you so much and loves you. Hope dad is with you and you are chatting and laughing. Give dad my love and tell him I miss him too. Love you both. You are still with me in my heart and mind and will see you again in time.

Love Mum