Submission 55

Sis,

The day I lost you was the day my life changed forever. I never knew you was in this much pain, and I’m so upset that you never told me, and angry at myself for not realising.

I went through depression and suicidal thoughts and you saw what it did to the family. You kept it in because the family were in enough pain seeing me go through it. You shouldn’t have, you didn’t need to suffer in silence, we would have all been there to help with the sadness and I would rather have that, than what’s happening now, which is you not here.

I never will forgive myself for not doing something and not seeing the signs. But I’m gonna keep your memory alive by helping others who are suffering with suicidal thoughts, depression, because I don’t want families going through what we are going through.

I love you sis and thank you for being the best sister I could have ever had and my protector at all times.

Your one of a kind and your memory will live through everyone’s lives that you have touched.

Hope heaven is just peaceful for you cause you deserve more than you were given.