Submission 201

To my baby sister,

It’s scary without you. Like, nothing feels right. Most of my days are just dull and hopeless now. I do have some interesting ones but the fact that I can’t tell you about all those moments is PAINFUL. Imagine having everything and then not having anything. That’s the impact you left. You were my everything. You are my everything. And I’m so proud of you, for surviving for almost 17 years. Because how could you not know you were the reason for my happiness? I was in pain but knowing that you were there besides me bullied the dark thoughts away. I just wish I had done the same for you.