Submission 235

To my beautiful big brother,

It’s been just over 8 months since you left this world. I know you thought it was the best decision at the time but you will never truly understand how much we all love you and how much we all miss you. I wish you could’ve talked to me. Talked to anyone. I wish I could’ve saved you.
I never thought I’d get older without you being around. I try to imagine what life is going to be like in the future and it’s so difficult to imagine a future without you.
You were my big brother, my protector, my biggest enemy at times and my best friend. Everyone talks about you often. You’d love that attention if you were still here.
I hope you feel at peace now and are watching over us all.
Love always,
Your baby sister x