Submission 60

Hey Little Ox,

It's been a year since you decided to end your pain by ending your life...even though so many times you swore to me that you would only ever die by the hand of your god...I have to appreciate that you changed your mind...SO much going on for you, that fucking eating disorder and that cunt that was bullying you for being gay, fuck that ....for being you.

I'm angry yes....but also full of love, love for you and for our friendship and your friendship with Rich....I miss you making me laugh, making everyone laugh and generally being fucking awesome.

Your friends want justice for what that awful man did to you...the trial is ongoing....but whatever the outcome justice will never be done.

I know you are with me, I feel you, see you and taste you in prosecco...
I'm so glad you came to stay with us, just 4 days before your passing....that last hug was our last goodbye ....and no one can ever take that away from us.

So this isn't goodbye, it's just goodnight. Xxx