Submission 123

To my brother,

There isn’t a single day I don’t think about you. My heart just isn’t full anymore.

I wish I could of saved you, we all do. I should of asked you if you thought about leaving! I didn’t because I didn’t think you ever would. I know you suffered but I didn’t ever think it would come to this. I hope your mind is in a better place now and your not living with the mental torture you endured. I hope we are doing you proud through your foundation, I talk about you everyday. I talk about you a lot to my little one Beau, it’s heartbreaking you are missing so much he would of loved his Uncle Charlie. I know you sent him, “he’s from heaven sent” mum says. I do believe he’s saved her, I think he’s saved me too. God I miss you.