Submission 94
To my sister H
Sometimes I have to ignore the indescribable blackness and sorrow that has has engulfed my world since you died. I think of you and just swallow that tight feeling in my throat. I push it away because it's too much to bare. I hug your nieces tightly and move through the day as best I can.
Everything has changed.
But H I miss you beyond words and love you beyond worlds. That pain is a reminder of how much you mean to me.
I know one day we will meet again. My beautiful Sister, here's to you on a far away planet, where you are no longer suffering. Pluto I think.
love you babe.
Your weird Sister Jen.